i hate seeing people my age who’ve got their life together already like what the fuck
1/3 of me: I wanna be fit and sexy and have a flat stomach and be lean and have lots of muscle.
1/3 of me: I wanna be skinny and tiny and dainty and delicate and bony and frail and look cute in everything.
1/3 of me: I wanna not give a shit about what I look like and be happy instead.
Chasing what they says a dream thinking maybe it ain’t mine…
I don’t know, I like him. I like all this flaws and how he makes me laugh, Im probably making a mistake by working things out with him but life’s filled with mistakes and to me, he is my best mistake I ever made. Something about him makes me happy, he makes me laugh, and we click instantly when we talk. I can’t lose him like I lost everyone else, even if we end up just being friends I want him in my life more then anything. My friends would kill me if they found out I’m trying to work things out with him because all I used to do was complain about him.. I don’t know I just want him. and I’ll fight for him, however much it takes.
